I've been missing for a week and now i'm back again =p sorry for not updating for quite sometime as i was very sick and depressed for the entire 1 week. Thanks for all the messages and concerns from all my friends. You guys had never made me feel that warm before and sorry Jan Jan because i didn't reply your messages on msn most of the time...i passed out sometimes when i was chatting........
Seriously i had never felt that upset before....down down down to the maximum...omg were those signs of depression i hope no but i recovered!!!
Thoughts that popped out while i'm in the stage of 'depression'.......
1. Home sick---Why do people tend to start missing home when they're sick..i'm one of them ish ish...I miss home especially mommy i miss the food (i've been dreaming about it everyday and felt a little satisfied when i woke up) i miss my friends in Malaysia i miss my room and i can't wait to see the newly renovated home theatre situated in the best place on earth a.k.a my home sweet home!!!! My brother has been telling me how fantastic it is.....and i really wish i can go back as soon as i can!
2. Friends----Cherlyn as usual...she's always the first person that comes across my mind when i need to talk. I wonder how is her job seeking progress going on...shouldn't be a problem laa she's a smart girl. Good things happen to good people not the other way around. I'm glad to have known my classmates in Launceston they are really really true friends..when i said true it is very very true hahahaha! The circle is small and therefore not complicated. Sorry i'm being a bit bias when it comes to 'people in Tasmania'...gee this place is too small but extremely complicated...arrrghhhhh damn!
3. Studies---i havent start writing my scientific paper how how how??!!! Sick until couldn't sit properly and start typing. I'm worried..ten times worried than usual because i dont wanna screw up the final semester and end up not graduating...*shame shame*
However, i fell grateful and thankful that Stan is always next to me when needed, treating me like a princess hehe! Our Melbourne trip was cancelled eventually but he made it up to me by bringing me to Hobart and we ate so much omg! Thank you darling!! You mean more than the world to me!
Seriously i had never felt that upset before....down down down to the maximum...omg were those signs of depression i hope no but i recovered!!!
Thoughts that popped out while i'm in the stage of 'depression'.......
1. Home sick---Why do people tend to start missing home when they're sick..i'm one of them ish ish...I miss home especially mommy i miss the food (i've been dreaming about it everyday and felt a little satisfied when i woke up) i miss my friends in Malaysia i miss my room and i can't wait to see the newly renovated home theatre situated in the best place on earth a.k.a my home sweet home!!!! My brother has been telling me how fantastic it is.....and i really wish i can go back as soon as i can!
2. Friends----Cherlyn as usual...she's always the first person that comes across my mind when i need to talk. I wonder how is her job seeking progress going on...shouldn't be a problem laa she's a smart girl. Good things happen to good people not the other way around. I'm glad to have known my classmates in Launceston they are really really true friends..when i said true it is very very true hahahaha! The circle is small and therefore not complicated. Sorry i'm being a bit bias when it comes to 'people in Tasmania'...gee this place is too small but extremely complicated...arrrghhhhh damn!
3. Studies---i havent start writing my scientific paper how how how??!!! Sick until couldn't sit properly and start typing. I'm worried..ten times worried than usual because i dont wanna screw up the final semester and end up not graduating...*shame shame*
However, i fell grateful and thankful that Stan is always next to me when needed, treating me like a princess hehe! Our Melbourne trip was cancelled eventually but he made it up to me by bringing me to Hobart and we ate so much omg! Thank you darling!! You mean more than the world to me!
This is me when i'm in the stage of depression *sigh*
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