So take a look at me now

Ivy Eng is Si Gemuk!!!! Omg i cannot tahan looking at myself getting fatter especially the face..my face!!! Why my face and my body are not proportionate bloody hell! I would prefer a fat face with a fat..like really fat body rather than aiyooooo bloody hell don't know how to say! Which one do you prefer? Fat face or fat body??

Cannot take nice nice pictures already omg thats why i never upload pictures on Facebook anymore..probably freak you out my friend T_____T When my friends think of me they would still remember the not-so-fat Ivy Eng which is a compliment at least.

I read Pris' latest entry. I agree with what she said. Living in a big city is good when you have close friends hanging around. I envy big cities for only two reasons: shopping and dining =p but at this stage a bit difficult for me to live in big cities with zero savings *cries* Thats why have to live in Tassie to practise self-control before i totally lost it at all LOL! Speaking of close friends i miss my friends again =(((( why you girls and boys have to live so farrrrr awayyyyyy from me adui!!!!! Don't you know i miss all the joy and laughter that we had in that 2 and a half years!!!!!

Kthxbye! (I know i know..fat right??? OMG i can hear everyone laughing at my big and flat face already *screams*)

My first complain

Working life sucks!!!! Sucks big big time *cries*

Actually i should clarify..working life is good it's just the working environment is so disappointing i would say =(

I'm the only Asian in the entire lab and i think my presence is not much welcomed here wtf! the students working here are all very nice but the scientists omg omg OMG think i'm invisible most of the time. However, i'm not upset. Like i said, i just want the experience and get paid thats all i'm asking for so who cares hahaha! The scientists in my department always have that kinda look at me (the only bloody Asian ) as if i should not be working there T_______T

I miss doing my placement in Melbourne. At least everyone is willing to teach me what i should know. Not like this lab which i always have that kinda feeling that i'm indeed a very annoying person siiiiiigh! Is that wrong to ask questions? I ask because i do not want to make mistakes okay??

I'm glad i'm just a casual =)

Look forward to my new home sweet home =)