So take a look at me now

Ivy Eng is Si Gemuk!!!! Omg i cannot tahan looking at myself getting fatter especially the face..my face!!! Why my face and my body are not proportionate bloody hell! I would prefer a fat face with a fat..like really fat body rather than aiyooooo bloody hell don't know how to say! Which one do you prefer? Fat face or fat body??

Cannot take nice nice pictures already omg thats why i never upload pictures on Facebook anymore..probably freak you out my friend T_____T When my friends think of me they would still remember the not-so-fat Ivy Eng which is a compliment at least.

I read Pris' latest entry. I agree with what she said. Living in a big city is good when you have close friends hanging around. I envy big cities for only two reasons: shopping and dining =p but at this stage a bit difficult for me to live in big cities with zero savings *cries* Thats why have to live in Tassie to practise self-control before i totally lost it at all LOL! Speaking of close friends i miss my friends again =(((( why you girls and boys have to live so farrrrr awayyyyyy from me adui!!!!! Don't you know i miss all the joy and laughter that we had in that 2 and a half years!!!!!

Kthxbye! (I know i know..fat right??? OMG i can hear everyone laughing at my big and flat face already *screams*)